Hey everyone, I joined last december but never really joined discussion so i guess i can say i'm new here I, too, was quite confused by the snippet but after re-reading it over and over again i think i might understand it. I'm guessing it's tear as in rip apart. Judging by what Eva says 'why don't you get that i'm not going anywhere' i think giedon is probaby truly testing how much Eva can handle his 'dark past' or himself etc. SInce they're married now, i sense from that snippet that maybe gideon is starting to feel guilty that he's making Eva go through a of a lot and trying to prove to her that she won't be able to handle whatever skeleton is left to unfold. And Eva's just trying to prove to Gideon that she can handle it and she wants to be there for him, 'So you're going to tear at me to hold on' hmmm... maybe Gideon's probabaly loosing it, snapping unnecessarily or i don't know something along those lines, maybe the past is catching up and the only way he can 'hold on' is let the frustration out but he fears that letting the frustration out is going to make Eva run?
Â
Haha i'm just rambling on right now, but the snippet really gave me a lot to think about. I cannot wait for CBY and i really don't mind how long we have to wait. I just like having something to look forward to instead of having nothing to look forward to when the series is over meanwhile I'm keeping myself occuppied by re-reading the books and seeing if i've missed anything important.
Â
Anyway, i hope everyone is having or have had a nice day