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Yes, as Gideon said to Eva, and kept telling her, "wait" in our case it may be June 4 or longer but we should just wait. Lol

GiGi totally get where you are coming from, no worries. Deeply appreciate your insights. I guess I am the lone wolf at this point as again, until I read that Gideon killed Nathan, all the various how and read in the books all other pertinent facts my stance will remain firm that Gideon did not kill Nathan. SD "confirm" this (highly suspicious) and proceeded to throw out all what potentially are helpful insights about the dehumanizing and disturbed nature/character that is Nathan is interesting and confusing to my mentality. I say this as again, I haven't read this in the book and it wasn't disclosed properly in the book and again we are NOW purportedly privy to these wonderful "snippets". So I am just comfortable in following the journey as the series unfold and making assessments and coming to realization then, whatever that may be. Again, as this hasn't been confirmed in the book ( has nothing to do with SD) my stance remains. Additionally, until further revealed WHEN the saga continues, I don't think the circumstances around Nathan's death occurred as explained by the detective. So as the series unfold, I am beyond humbled to find out in my own what unfold and will take the journey with these characters to its ultimate conclusion and potential HEA. Who knows!!! It's a series so I am expecting tons of twist and turns till the final page turner. Lol

I meant same but for my sanity maybe sane works just as well, lol

Noteworthy pieces. At the sane time, I sturbonly want to read all details and digest and won't think otherwise till then. Snippet#4. “I don’t think you do. This†–he gestured impatiently at himself– “is just a F(&^*** shell. You’re what drives me, Eva. Can you understand that? You’re my heart and soul. If something ever happened to you it would kill me, too. Keeping you safe is goddamned self-preservation! Tolerate it for me, if you won’t do it for yourself.†http://www.sylviaday.com/2012/12/31/special-teaser-years/

Noteworthy pieces. At the sane time, I sturbonly want to read all details and digest and won't think otherwise till then. Snippet#4. “I don’t think you do. This†–he gestured impatiently at himself– “is just a F(&^*** shell. You’re what drives me, Eva. Can you understand that? You’re my heart and soul. If something ever happened to you it would kill me, too. Keeping you safe is goddamned self-preservation! Tolerate it for me, if you won’t do it for yourself.†http://www.sylviaday.com/2012/12/31/special-teaser-years/

I think what is needed (which, like GiGi I am wanting to read this on my own) is for readers to really understand the level of danger and also what exactly happened. From Eva's POV, we don't quite grasp but I hoping EWY with have more things from Gideon's POV. There are soo many missing pieces when it's presented in Eva's POV. I want to read and assess, disect all relevant pages and get more of Gideon's thoughts. As I have a feeling how detective Graves presented things isn't how they quite occurred Alas....sighs.

Lol. We are extremely protective of them!!! And that's putting it mildly...

Makes perfect sense! These characters really are bigger than anything. They are that unique.

I will just wait til all proven facts, and have potentially all pertinent issues addressed in EWY and subsequent books in the series......

Oh my, good one. Very steamy and just might be.

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Yes. Although (lol, I am stubborn like that) I still don't believe he did it. Until I read the last page, word in this series I will continue to maintain he didn't do it. SD joined the chart last night and I like to observe things. She never came out directly and say "hi everyone, yes Gideon killed Nathan." She keep throwing out all these other stuff wanting us to ponder xyz snd their cousins. Lol. I am happily maintaining he didn't kill Nathan.

Sadly the snippet didn't focus on that Here is the snippet "Gideon cupped my face in his hands and kissed me, our flavors mingling. “Thank you.†“What are you thanking me for? You did all the work.†“There’s no work involved in F(&^*** you, angel.†His slow smile was pure satiated male. “I’m grateful for the privilege.†I sank back onto my heels. “You’re killing me. You can’t be that gorgeous and sexy and say stuff like that. It’s overload. It fries my brain. Sends me into a meltdown.†His smile widened and he kissed me again. “I know the feeling.†We need more written material from Gideon's perspectives v. Eva's!!!

I want one and one (tons) time with Gideon. I love Eva but she misses key things. At this point I hope we hear from Gideon via his own words, him explaining his feelings and us getting to know him via his way (reading from his point of view).

I need to hear things more from Gideon. There have been snippet(s) where we were getting/hearing things from Gideon's own mouth and point of view and I am hoping there is more of that in EWY. Gideon was introduced to us via Eva (lol, bless her heart) and we thank her for that most needed introduction but I think at this point we need one and one time with Gideon and hear his words, feelings, perspective, fears and just more about him from him on a deeper level, no? At this point, it is sort of required and über necessary. I think SD will post more about Gideon "killing" Nathan and honestly and respectfully, blah blah blah. Such turn of events require us hearing from Gideon.

At various points she will always state how "she has a bad feeling" something is going to happen and not just something, but something bad. I will try to pinpoint some specifics re: going to listen to the audios. And then she starts having like physically outburst from her nightmares to throwing Up. You know the "the hair at the back of my neck type" feeling. I will play back audiobooks etc and come back with specific pages well scenes.

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Eva has also know Nathan was following her and Nathan was present but I think she just never fully processed things nor trust her instincts. The physical manifestations were present re: deep down she felt when he was there hence her violent attacks, her feeling that "something bad is going to happen." She just dost trust those feelings. Same thing with all those whispers from Gideon, she was running scared so much that she was listening to what he was telling her that makes him saying "I Love You " is not as significant in capturing his feelings towards her. " I love you" pales and doesn't fully capture what Gideon has been telling her all along.

I need to warm him up to the nickname. Lol I did feel sorry for her but now since her outburst ummmm she is a bit naughty.

kinds of pets*

I've started calling people Gideon and Eva in conversation and don't catch thing until later. Lol. I find all kids is pets, possessions and name them accordingly. Lol. I may start callings boyfriend Gideon as his nickname, oh gosh. Lol.

And just for that ( I wanted to give SD a break) I am more cemented to create a change.org petition and demand that she now release that specific chapter (just because as again until I read last page/word in the Series I so not trusting SD) and have them not unnecessarily delay subsequent books in this series!

Totally get where you are coming from, so no worries!

that master key research! Honesty that requires a special treat for . This is pure dedication and yet it feels perfectly normally given these two complex characters and their +1,2 and the like!!!

Yes, we definitely require more!